Svarga Kata

 He isn't a fiction figure Everyone will love something or someone for sure. Cause the love is being a simple favour from Allah, the all-loving. Allah gives it to all human beings.  We can't choose whoever we will love. Nowadays, I feel love for someone that gives me a positive impact. He is Iqbaal Diafakhri Ramadhan, people usually call him Ibay or Ale.  He is a young figure that has many skills and achievements. I adore him because of it. I dunno, whereas his existence is far from me. Tomorrow is your birthday dear, December 28th. You're 22 years old. Tomorrow is a historical day for you. So, I just say 'happy birthday Ibay I hope all the best things for you. Sending virtual love♡ I've ever loved someone but made me disappointed. So, I love Ibay. Dear, Ibay

  In my childhood, I always could reach the parent's expectations from elementary school 'till senior high school (SHS). Almost all the parent's expectations I could get it. But that didn't mean, I'm perfect. Big no! I am still the same as myself in the past.  I never got the third rank from elementary school 'till SHS, I always got first or second rank. Because of that, they (read: my parent) always give me high expectations. When I was a child, anything about first or second rank is marvellous. But, when I'm 20 years old, that thing isn't everything. Nowadays when I wanna reach an expectation or a hope, I can get failures. This is a reality. Yash, one side of my parent's expectations always makes me more conscious than before. But on another side make me feel worried about that.  Dad mom, your girl always made you proud in past. But,  for now, please pray to me only, be a girl that can give benefit to the ones. Cause your blessing is important for ...